how I can appease my furious thought..

Description of happenings so far.

1. My watch stopped due to flat battery, which had lasted for about five years.
2. I attended a faculty meeting as a deputy of my boss, in which we decided to take PhD students for us this fall.
3. I started preparing a paper of my next work.
4. I took charge of an international exchange guy who came from a local private university in Kyushu.

The event No.4 was especially ridiculous waste of time. He was exclusively dependent on me because he totally could not communicate in English. Even though he is still pretty young (20 years old) and would like to find an occupation like me, I could not find his potential. His future plan was childish and shallow based on his point of view in our field and his lack of common sense (no gratitude, no apology, overslept, and weird otaku? communication.). That recalled me what I was doing at his age. I was traveling around form Kyushu to Tokyo, wandering about for sketches, which still lively comes into my mind. After returning to Kyushu, I decided to be a professional in this field. I don't know what made me direct the way but I just got kind of energy during that journey. Certainly my plan was also obscure but was not the case like him (His attitude toward the field a bit reminded me a deceased friend, though that exchange guy rather lacked intelligence...). His innocent ignorance annoyed me and felt shame on me as well as Japanese education that cannot provide competitive ability in international circumstances. That's not a real international exchange, just wasting time and money! In the end, I complained to my boss and could not resist commenting on the level of Japanese student in that event by a questionnaire. Writing up the comment settled my confused anger, and I decided that I will never ever take such students. Damn kick em out!